After all I can only laugh at myself and learn the lesson--unable to sleep is not because of that, but too much 85% cocoa chocolate eaten while watching documentaries from BBC iplayer and online newspaper.
I still had a nice weekend, didn't worry too much about what I thought I've lost because, well, probably because of the false sense of security caused by the comfort living environment created by my dearest housemates and most kind and lovely Irish people that I've met here. I really, really do not mean to blame this on them, it is still me being too laid back in pushing myself to be a more organized person, ended up being that I can't be bothered to do so until I really have to.
And then I tried to learn the raps of Eminem on the song Love the way you lie. I guess I just don't have that kinda talent, and patient to practice it.
I've always known that life requires a lot of patience--for all the good things to come after all the hard times. But there are also times that you sort of lost your patience and started to feel frustrated on things. When comes to the stage where nothing can be done, you WILL have to learn on how to be more patience, which is what I am currently trying to learn, perhaps, start to learn how to stop worrying about things that is not within your control, just that I am also trying to balance in how to stop worrying and not to become too laid back (or not organized!).
A couple more rock songs--will go to bed soon.
